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About Me Member Deviously Deviant Cassandra ManiaciFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 6 Months
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Ohhh god.

Sun Sep 13, 2009, 3:47 AM
Well everyone. I have some sad news. Last weekend we found out my step father Daniel has cancer. THe doctors found this diagnosis and are trying to treat it. My heart is breaking. They said it was pre leukemia. And then my mother called me from the hospital and told me that it was worsening. Ohh my god. This is something I didn't need right now. I'm scared out of my mind. Literally. I never imagined anything like this to happen. My heart feels so heavy. Hearing his voice on the phone it killed me. When I got the call saying it was worse I was hanging around a friend on mine's backyard. After I hung up the phone My friend had to rush over to me to hold me up from falling hard onto he cement. I don't know what I'm going to do. I feel like im going completely mad.

OH god. I'm so lost. Someone find me.

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  • Mood: Agony
  • Listening to: My Fan.
  • Reading: WEbsites about Cancer
  • Watching: Nothing.
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: nothing.
  • Drinking: Urgh. I wish for starbucks or Tim hortons.

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I'm Cassandra
I’m complex and passionate about alot of things.Some people find me weird, even my own family does.It’s easy for me to be friends someone but it’s hard for me to trust them because of my past. I'm my own person despite your opinions. If your not open minded then leave this page right now.
I'm 17 years old. I don't depend of anyone but myself to get what I want done. Mostly because my of the lack of parental guidance in my life. With that being said I'm focusing more on what I want with my life and what goals I am capable of accomplishing by myself. I can be a strong person for you but honestly I cant for myself.I can't tell you how many times music has honestly saved my life.
I have been through hell and back. I'm going to admit a lot about me is messed up but from what I really know about myself is that I'm caring enough to try and help those who need it. I'm not afraid to step up for the people I care about. Don't be afraid to come to me with a problem. Even if I'm having one of my depression days Ill always put time aside to help you.
As for my love life; That's harder to explain than anything.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Rent's House.
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: XL
  • Interests: Pencil Art, Photography
  • Favourite movie: Unfaithful
  • Favourite band or musician: Paramore,t.A.T.u
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative Rock
  • Operating System: Vista. ew.
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod 30g.
  • Favourite game: hm. Final Fantasy X or Kingdom Hearts 2
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: hm. The Warden From Superjail lol
  • Personal Quote: "Ode to Girls With Curves!"

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~NaSdRaCk Aug 6, 2009, 5:44:10 AM
yeah!!! watch

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NO GirlFriend NO ProBlems
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~ShadowMysticStudios Aug 3, 2009, 10:15:53 PM
Hey you have to favorite the things I make from your pics!! or else I feel like some random creepy worshiper dude...
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~tharaka May 18, 2009, 10:49:03 AM
hey cassie, im good, what about you? :)
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~CassandraxNova May 18, 2009, 11:45:02 AM
I'm a little tired. Lack of food in the house. haha.
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~mykeart May 12, 2009, 8:47:12 PM
I'm totally up for the challenge of drawing a portrait of you! pick your favorite pic of yourself and i'll make you into a cartoon...:)
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~CassandraxNova May 12, 2009, 8:52:19 PM
hmmm...The Be My Flower One. :)
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~mykeart May 12, 2009, 8:56:54 PM
Great choice...i was hoping for "I'm not perfection," :drool: but this will make a for a cute portrait!!! :salute:
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~CassandraxNova May 12, 2009, 8:58:24 PM
Well, Do whatever you want. I give you my permission. If you think that ones better than go for it.
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